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My "non-date" [21 Aug 2006|11:34pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

So Connie and her boyfriend brought me and one of his friends to the Cubs game today. They are claiming they weren't setting us up, but they were so lying... But whatever.

He was actually pretty cute & I enjoyed his sense of humor.. but I don't know if I'll ever see him again. Or if he liked me... Whatever. It's only a potential crush...

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new journal. [09 Aug 2006|01:19am]
[ mood | dorky ]

add it, bitches.


i stole the concept fom meghann. it's a truth journal.

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sljGn;kfdjbn [31 Jul 2006|11:34pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]



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nothing can ever go as hoped [25 Jul 2006|11:29pm]
[ mood | upset ]

so anyway...
today i tied the acceleration illinois franchise record for women: i ran 19 MPH. but whatever.

i'm not looking forward to junior year. i have no classes with anyone i know. and i'm scared about all this stuff... regarding honors science with the hardest science teacher at ignatius. and then maybe independent research. which i don't really have a topic for. but i got an idea regarding physics. but i really wanna do chemistry. but i have a $500 budget, which makes it near impossible to do chemistry. and i'll be working out everyday after school, which also makes it hard. argh. i'm gonna fail at life. and science.

argh. i'm just so aggravated with so many things right now. and i sill have to make up those hours even though i did them. but the effing community service office lost them. so i'm still making up hours. and the GCFD is verrryyy far away from mi casa. and i miss my friends from school. but they live very far and work or go to multiple continents per summer. and i can never get out to where they live. god. and then there are no boys. and i really just wish i had something, even a crush. because then there would be hope. of something maybe.

i miss something. and i don't even know what it is. and i'm having these monster mood swings. and they pretty much suck. but the mood swings are brought on by sinus/tension headaches. argh. so it's really not my fault. and i'm sick of never seeing my best friend. because i'm grounded or because she's in notre dame or because she has a math final on friday. i need to see her. bc i <3 her. and i need to see her.

and i think my self-confidence is going down. which is stupid. because i usually don't care. which expains why i usually have a decent amount of self confidence. but i don't know what happened. i think it's just that i'm not with the support of any of my usual people and i spend like a lot of my time alone unless i'm out with kelsey. and it feels like nothing i ever do is good enough for certain people in my life. and certain people who aren't in my life, which could be due to the fact that nothing i ever do is good enough.

enough of the teen-angsty rant. i feel like a melo-dramatic person. and those kids are a dime-a-dozen nowadays.

it is what it is. and it will work out in the end. because it has to.

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yay for todd's two run homer. he's hott. [20 Jul 2006|12:51am]
[ mood | discontent ]

so when i can't sleep (cougheverynightcough)
i think. and then i get depressed.
can someone shut my brain off?

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